We cast ourselves into the water float down the stream find a place amidst the rain Take a turn and choose a path marking down each lap wondering how to leave the past Picking one and letting go of that which doesn't seem to flow down the river of our chosen path Into the tunnel of darkness we go hoping that this one will find us in the throws of seas that tumble left and right but never sink us fully Stranded we find that we stand on the island looking around for anything to hold wondering how to escape the hold We embark on our boat once again and travel backwards, upwards, onwards once more getting so lost we lose track of the score finding in the end we were yet so close To the crown that sits on the nest of the peaks outstanding all of our deficits and unwillingness to seek it waits in its glory above all the storms, untethered, unbroken, un-weathered and safe Guarded and rested above all the clouds it waits for us to rise above all of our proud to reach where we thought we couldn't quite go or shouldn't or wouldn't even if we dared to know We travel down streams and conduits and alleys turning left and right and looking for light if we only looked up and saw, we could see! It's not left or right we should be going but up to the trees above the clouds and sky and rain Up where it's safe and clear and plane we had only to reach above where we thought the ends of our thoughts reached the ends of their time The beauty of the crown that sits far and wide resting above our heads all this time waiting for us to reach to the glory that it is How sweet and wonderful is that moment which begins.